Zack In The World

My Tiny Life Against Universe

2010-05-14T07:51:00.003+08:00

I wonder do i deserve?Do I Deserve to be punish?I Noe im easy going,But still i jus wan to make people laugh no matter hu.But dis sensation in me.Its either i choose a path of freedom or path of destruction.Jus one wrong move n i cud jus cease to exist.I have a Family Whereas i so laid back didnt do much for them but for her.And now wen i tink of it i still have my grands.Im regretting b4 death n its felt more than death. Hw shuld survive? Do Human desire is dat strong??Den wats mine??What isit dat u all have dat i dont?? Izit DARE????If It is dat is wat i dont have rite..

DARE Huh??Maybe if i dare i scared of the outcome cuz im cautions to the MAX

My Possesive of protective towards my Own Is ignorant to people hu close to me..

If Friends n Lovers Fail To Hear me.. Den My last Rites Is Protect My Family

Haiz..This Dare is trying to dare me n for life if "u dont take a notice of wat surrounds u..Den Its will be the third time n U will Be a Disgrace human being dat u felt that u shud nvr born n u felt like running away no matter,i will tire ur mind ,i will make u weak,u cant even eat,u cant even wrk,u felt hopeless even wateva u do i will haunt u"

Felt Like daring is the way to step up the game in my life...i will use that dare that everyone uses on me n i will throw it like a spear thru ur chest...I SWEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No matter wat happen to me i jus glad dat i will spend the rest of my life, I tend to left my heart behind n without looking behind...

2010-01-25T00:30:00.002+08:00

Sometimes when between both parties...agreeble,acknoledge,understanding,advising n etc
But It reali takes too much to talk and jus cut SHORT n i Jus Hang Up...**** Bodoh....
Y Cant she stay to one point and choose wisely...for us konon...when kena trick den get drunk baru tau....Skrng kfc got new manager jus cause nasi lemak no more...somethings always changed jus endure laaa fickler...cant understand y im being naive all the time towards her(im not nice foever ok)i still got feeling like human have hearts ooooooook
..and when i start nagging ,she cant take it...bloody hell...U noe I feel like letting loose and let my devils run thru....I jus want to be a center of attention if she keep doing dat...tak prasan perr...Aku nak jad mcm kairi lak blh...j.t sang Damn girl,damn girl,damn girl damn...Im going balloonstic if this is the life i must go thru...but dont say cobaan...cuz one girl is****in irritating...i feel like punching thru walls even after that she still doing it...And so on so on so on so on so on...Y Am I Still Here with U......idiot try to remember y???dont say dono bakayaro
i feel sorry dat i scold thru here but wat to do...unless u read with anger lor

2010-01-01T19:12:00.000+08:00

My heart is like the sky,
it has special feelings
that lives and never dies.
You said nothing was as good
as when you looked my in the eyes,
now you dont care that im even alive.
I loved you and needed you,
but you cheated with no shame.
The sky cried and so did I,
but you still didn't care
if I lived or died.
The sky starts to rumble,
and begins to shake,
I realized the connections
it had made.
Anger builds inside me,
like a cheetah about to attack,
I went to call you up,
and said leave and don't come back!
The sky is now calm
and begins to shine.
It had just reacted to the feelings of mine.
I looked up at the sky,
a bird was circling me,
that bird represents freedom,
as free as it can be.

The Resolution of My Relationship

2009-12-23T16:42:00.002+08:00

I was tired to make any decision,1 couldn't explain properly, but for all i need is her.The Reason Of we fight was actuali..a msg from unknown guy of i noe not of...My anger couldnt kip cool..cuz after that my heart became distrust of whoever she get to noe or close of even the z.w was in...I jus want her...to be normal..i do have distrusted mix feelings towards her cuz after we been togeder for so long without prob suddenly a guy(unknown of wat he want even she dono but tink she tink he is jus normal fren but i hope her heart wont be SWAYED by aniting of wat he said, especially if prob she jus couldnt stay away from trouble she doesnt noe haish,y la u must be dat kind, been wondering are u dat bored,so bored and i want to noe are u bored with me or something haaaaaaaaaaisss....) and z.w hu teach her hw to go out at nite...Tak penah3 aku buat gtu hah...I noe z.w got prob but its more beta jangan masuk n be inside the prob..All tis and that in the end im the bad guy..cuz im like sort of obstacle she cant concentrate...Im ur love rite, im the person hu u want to hug wif rite,i be dare if u need me rite...all tis i putted in my head...But in the end we ok...i hope it does and be that way for as long as it can..Cuz u hu i want to spend for my rest of my life with...i bet u too...so kip out from harms way jangan pandai2..manela aku tak overworried...I love U Siti Rahayu....Wont u need me?

Life As Fireman

2009-12-23T16:21:00.002+08:00

Im currently at Bukit Batok Fire Station.When I first came in i tot that i will be welcome But Is not.Going Through harsh Mental Endurance and Knowlegde of the Equipment From "what is the name of the equip.m to from wat it made from and etc..So Far Always been bullied By My Mates but some few will help me but when my lifeline isnt dere they will tend to ask me sort of q. and i tink from i gain knowledge to humilation..My 1st fire was at sungei kadok a factory fire,It was Blazing hot even though my fire engine was 5km away...i was told to do supply water,so i didnt go in to put out the fire cuz rhino from woodlands was the 1st turn out...its was so tiring cuz it was early morn we do "hard" drills and even kena pump 50...boy wen i returned i was famished and glad to be back..all i need was a hug dat time to find out i was realli alive or not...haha

My 1st Breakin to Hdb House was fun i wud say cuz it was a karang guni house..boy it was messy and mess up...The Kol was actuali becuz the house was actuali unattended cookin and smell of burn aniway...i jus use one of the equip. to cut the chain of the window and proceed like a maze haha...

My 1st mini van on fire,was hot,tired and consuming my energy....i was the rhino crew of the 1st turnout...Its jus too bad we didnt get a hydrant to support the rhino..i was the one hu use water gun but for all i did its still raging and sound of exploding...i was like wth...untill the fire engine come...and it was put out 10 min later...not to mention the sun was our enemy too...Hooboy...experiencing the the life and situation like this i must survive cuz there many people waiting for me to b back hme...

2009-12-20T15:00:00.001+08:00

Now Things between Friends is quite complicated....

Rafie n Ruzi are no more status togeder...I olready tot of it...They cant click...i olready predict it....haha

Is and Hanis...i dono the story but it seems struggling.....

Khairi,i wonder hw r u my friend?...even u still like my besties...life goes on..

Aida,i wonder wats wif ur life???hahaha

i still....hav a long way to go...

2009-12-20T14:42:00.002+08:00

After So Long, Im Back with Heart That became a puzzle pieces...I tink Blogging will be my best Friend.......

She made me think not To need her too much cuz others need her too ...den i hereby off my duty to her ...let her come to me rather than...cuz she say she get used of the last two years with her ex lifestyle...so that persona is not me its him...Y not get use to me but him...haiz i want to give up wat i want oready...theres only single spark of desire in me...i jus want u to tink bout me,take note of me,ask bout me, comfort me,to c u wen u are free its like hw im tis for u...dats y... but nothing changed her mind...she always say dunno with me...i bet its a cursed to get in my way....i preplan my life but my love life totally stuckup...cuz she tot i do not plan my life..If u reading tis...its probably the last ting i ever letting out of my mind...the rest May God Bless us of what future might take place...I don't tink i last long though...i will just have to await for my right time or right companion....Its always been said i find out dat aquarian n scorpian dont get along its probably too....All tis while i made her laugh and happy but deep down im totally pathetic, This feeling...

Y do tings repeat!!! I Want It To Go AWAY!!!!!!!!!DAMARE!!!!

Number "zero"

2008-12-09T00:54:00.003+08:00

Today was quite a Blast At My My Grands House,
Well Anything Just see At My
Sis Blog

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Number Zero
I love This Number"0"
It Means Infinite Possibility
A Great Number That Possess Great Understanding
But As Well Misunderstanding
This No. Has Meaning To Me As On Now,
I don't know why but just so it happened
as Usual Im always Changing Even Though No. 7 is Good enough

"Even Though I Keep Calm and Cool Attitude,
My Mind Won't Stop Thinking Till I Fell asleep"

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The Effects I'm Hearing Myself is"

The Old feelings,
The New Feelings
Of The Beginning
Of My End

2008-12-05T21:24:00.001+08:00

"Maybe you were right
But baby I was lonely
I don't want to fight
I'm tired of being sorry"

Anger Management With Both Of U!!

2008-12-05T00:52:00.002+08:00

How I Hate People Not Listening To My Advise U Bloody Bodoh U Two!!!
Simple Plan Enough Too Stop Your Stupid Ideas!!!!
But In The End!!! One So Stupid Nak Cari Nahas Kepe!!! Bodoh Sia!!! U don Have Savings!!!
U dont Know How To Take Of Urself!!! Skrng Ko Nak Jage Anak!!!
Pergi M.A.M.P.O.S MAMPOS!!!!Belom Lag Kahwin BODOH!!!
I Had Enough U Know With That Your Stupid Passion Of Yours!!!!
And The Girl!!!Are Playing Stupid Or What!!!
Whats Wrong With Your Mind!!!!Corrupted!!!Hahh!!
Because What stupid Hafiz Did To U!!!!
Thats Not The Reason Gerl!!!
You Have To Watch Your Mind U dumb2!!!! Hahh...
You Know that Stupid Boy or Halfling or Whatever Not Even Ready Yet U Bodoh2!!!
U know very Damn Well I don't like my friends end up strays!!!

You Know i........As your Friend........Advise You....YOU BETTER LISTEN!!!!
If Not......Go To HELL!!!!

BLOODYHELL WHY AM I STILL BEFRIENDING YOU GUYS FOR!!!!

THIS IS THE LAST STRAW IM NOT COMING ON THE 14TH OR 16TH WITH U GUYS I PLAY SOLO...U CAN KISS MY SASS GOODBYE!!!AND SO WHAT IF YOU WANT A PERFECT DATE WITH EACH OTHER!!!!

For Now Im putting Masks On...Just to Play Pretend Dudes and Dudettes(Ssshhh)

2008-12-04T15:29:00.004+08:00

Hey People Its Been awhile.

Right now I felt Different again , Changing personality ,I don't know what am i gonna do i miss my class again Felt like fcuk up...

Ive been feeling down due keeping to myself,maybe it will burst of depression,Been coughing lately thats the sign of it actually. Even though i keep it it cool didnt cough that much infront of my friends even i did they wouldnt know what's what anyway.

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I missed my sis right who now in her school camping(well have fun)even though 4 years different but she know me better than any close friends

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I'm such random person and for that they say"You so random!Zaidi,Thwack!!!"
I only can say "Ouch"Hahahah
I know myself better anyway maybe that's why la*

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Best Friend Or Close Friend Better?

Definition of Best Friend(Bestie) to me was: we meet most all the time having fun and sharing problems,torn at night,Do Gila2 dance rather than Para2 Dance hahah
I put Isky,Rafie,Khairi,Choony,Ruzie,Aidy in this Category

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Now
for
Close Friend I just got One and Only to me
She knows Everything about me and,
I know everything Bout her 5 years friendship 2 years relationship before,
I and her Crazy types for each other,One must tease each other
We are now Bro and Sis even though blood is not necessary the same
But even Sometimes we think for awhile
If not we are together but my mistake and hers
But what can i do?
Im too hard the outside,
but soft the inside(Naive Thinking and so Believing)
This is My only Decision to her
................When we met,even for awhile your smile will be the key to my answer
Tanx So Much For Being There For Me Till Then,
Im waiting for that time we never met again
Siti Rahayu Bte Mustafa
"Cause I Have To Leave u,And u Will Have To Leave Me Eventually"

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To the Girl I Love Im still Waiting Don worry
You Didn't Do anything wrong To Me
Jus do Your Best With Your Studys And "Production" Aite
Then with all Settled
Then Its Up To Us

"I Show You Sweet Dreams on Your Next Night,Love u!!

2008-12-03T01:13:00.000+08:00

I Die Each Time You Look Away
My Heart, My Mind Will Never Be The Same
This Love Will Take My Everything
One Breath, One Touch
Will Be The End Of Me

2008-11-27T02:59:00.000+08:00

I wonder Whose Gonna Be My Tifa?

2008-11-26T15:23:00.000+08:00

What is Your Diamond Life?

2008-11-24T09:02:00.002+08:00

After a Good Night Rest, I dreamt That my Dreams will Come Through That I Voyage The Seven Seas ,meeting new kinds of people,learning new language,learning new skills..

hahaa it was fun But reality Check please
Im still here!!!!

Sudah Gila a bit

I think i found my solution
But...
Its a bit complicating
Well it does...
cuz Thats Is Jus who i am right now
Complicating Stuff and Finally it ends with a smile

"Love me or Hate Me"

"The Sky Is High Upon Great Heights,If I Reach There..Will The Clouds willingly grasped my hand Or Letting Me Fall"

2008-11-24T00:28:00.001+08:00

T-Pain - Church [XVID]
by wonderful-life1989
nd "Church ft Teddy Verseti" Ringtone to your Cell
Lyrics to Church ft Teddy Verseti by T-Pain

Ladies and Gentlemen
You already know what it is
OK, Yeah, Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww shit
I'm trying to run in this motherfucker
I'm trying to anyways
Got two hard looking motherfuckers
C'mon

I was trying to enjoy my night but you then came here
Turned around looked mighty happy 'fore you came here
I then turn into a rude dude
Why you had to fuck up the night now we got to fight I'm gonna knock out your lights

You ain't doing nothing but running ya yapp yapp
You got to got to go get a couple homeboy I am strapped strapped
I then turn into a rude dude man
Why you had to fuck up the night now we got to fight I'm gonna knock out your lights

Dope little lady trying to hold you back you better listen to her
She better not talk that shit I'm gonna have to put some piss right through her
I then turn into a rude dude man
Why you had to fuck up the night now we got to fight I'm gonna knock out your lights...
C'mon

[Chorus]
Yeah, damn, you think you're cool, you think I'm not - you think you tough
Damn, you think you hard, you think I'm soft, you think you rough
Damn, you talking shit, better close your lips, you need to hush
Before the end of the night I'm gonna have to take your ass to church
[x2]

It's Sunday at the park I'm chilling trying to get ma swerve on
Some little lane trying to run that game trying to get his serve on
I then turn into a rude dude man
Why you gotta fuck up the park I'm gonna put you in the dark clap on clap off

You ain't doing nothing but running your pie hole
You're gonna make me do something that get eye swolln'
I don't wanna be a rude dude man
Why you gotta fuck up the park I'm gonna put you in the dark clap on clap off

If that's your car you need to go ahead and get into it
Better not talk that shit you're gonna get bust something through it
I then turn into a rude dude man
Why you gotta fuck up the park gotta put you in the dark lights on lights off

[Chorus x2]

[Bridge]
Those niggas think they're hard, so why they think I'm not
Until I pull they card and I show them what I got kinda like [gun shot] (you don't wanna play around here)
I'm like those niggas think they hard, so why they think I'm not
Until I pull they card and I show them what I got kinda like [gun shot] (you don't wanna play around here)
Those bitches think they hard, so why they think I'm not
Until I pull they card and I show them what I got kinda like [gun shot] (you don't wanna play around here)
Those bitches think they hard, so why they think I'm not
Until I pull they card and I show them what I got kinda like [ gun shot] (you don't wanna play around here)....let's do it

2008-11-23T23:52:00.002+08:00

...................Am i.........Am i Gonna Think Again.........I wonder Y I have To Think Again.......Sometimes Think What Went Wrong...And I donno It went right either......

"Theres Neither Good Or Bad,But Thinking and Feeling make it so"

I jus wanna Things that it should be inplace and Ended It with whole Love and Fun

But in The End It Doesn't Matter It Will Be A Horrible Feeling

"Love Comes love Goes,Friends Comes make Noise"

I'm feeling Down actually

If Can I wanna torn overnite Like Nobody cares

Choon,Rafie where are u when i needed most

Just One Day it will just make my misery dissapears

"Adik" are u listening? im feeling down again i wanna shed tears but nobodys there

But wait im suppose to be the Solitary Type

Im not fit to be with a person to shared upon to But Jus To make Them Laugh and Happy Is My Persona

"To Be Shared upon,But Fate upon us"

There 2 type friendship

1)Just friend

2)Close Friend

U guys tag me and show it to me which type are u to me?

Last upon the Fate

"My World,My Own"

I am

and..

I will be:

Muhammad Zaidi

This written by facts or fiction

"Find The Truth In Me Yourself"

Me Versus The World

2008-11-08T01:36:00.000+08:00

Black Eyed Peas - The Apl Song
by DianeBEPluv22

Lyrics to The APL Song by The Black Eyed Peas

[Chorus in Tagalog]
Lapit mga kaibigan at makinig kayo
Ako'y may dala-dalang, balita galing sa bayan ko
Nais kong ipamahagi ang mga kwento
Ang mga pangyayaring nagaganap
Sa lupang pinangako

[English Translation:]
(Come closer my friends and everyone listen
I brought news from my homeland
I'll tell you how we live and what goes on
From my beloved homeland.)

[Verse one, Apl.De.Ap]
Every place got a ghetto this is my version
Check it out...
Listen closely yo, I got a story to tell
A version of my ghetto where life felt for real
Some would call it hell but to me it was heaven
God gave me the grace, amazin' ways of living
How would you feel if you had to catch your meal?
Build a hut to live and to eat and chill in.
Having to pump the water outta the ground
The way we put it down utilizing what is around
Like land for farming, river for fishing
Everyone helpin' each other whenever they can
We makin' it happen, from nothin' to somethin'
That's how we be survivin' back in my homeland

2008-11-06T13:12:00.002+08:00

Woah I Got Shocking News;
My Sis Wants Me To Join Her CheerLeading As Guest Star and Become a Base For Her and I say;"Oh Shit Man!" Its Already 3 Years Since The Last Time I've Joined Cheerleading(It Was Fun Ah) But This Time Its Like With My Sis And Her "So Called Gang",Thinking Bout It make my Chills Down My Spine man and Its Held on Friday Tomorrow!!Kepale Otak La!!!Shesssh What Sis I have Seh

And Another Thing,
To The Girl I Like And Love,I think I know whY u scared of
But Being Scared Bout It Its Not The Solution, Frankly Speaking Im Not "Him"
Im Myself I don hurt People But Instead Ive Help Them To Chill and To Keep Cool
As Much As That But I Totally Think Bout u all the time Sometimes Wondering Did I Do a mistakes That Make u think Otherwise But No, I didnt,My Friends Tell Me Y So Afraid To Open Up To U, Thats Maybe Your Different,U are Busy Person and Would Rather Prevent Anything That Would Hurt U again,Even Im Put On Hold hahah, Well Just So You Know Im Ready To Take You On The Different Level anytime And I promise u That Im not gona be the person to hurt But u Instead understand u,care for u and even Cherish u
So Thats My Confession To U If Your Reading This Blog (;

"I Show You Sweet Dreams On The Next Night,Love u

2008-11-03T12:54:00.000+08:00

Kerli - Walking On Air (Official Video)

2008-11-03T12:49:00.000+08:00

There's a little creepy house
In a little creepy place
Little creepy town
In a little creepy world
Little creepy girl
With her little creepy face
Saying funny things that you have never heard

Do you know what it's all about
Are you brave enough to figure out
Know that you could set your world on fire
If you are strong enough to leave your doubts

Feel it
Breathe it
Believe it
And you'll be walking on air
Go try
Go fly
So high
And you'll be walking on air
You feel this
unless you kill this
Go on
And you're forgiven
I knew that
I could feel that
I feel like
I am walking on air

She has a little creepy cat
And a little creepy bat
Little rocking chair and an old blue hat
That little creepy girl
Oh she loves to sing
She has a little gift
An amazing thing
With her little funny eyes of hazel
With her little funny old blue hat
She will go and set the world on fire
No one ever thought she could do that

Feel it
Breathe it
Believe it
And you'll be walking on air
Go try
Go fly
So high
And you'll be walking on air
You feel this
unless you kill this
Go on
And you're forgiven
I knew that
I could feel that
I feel like
I am walking on air

Flitter up
and Hover down
Be all around
Be all around

You know that I love you, go on...

Feel it
Breathe it
Believe it
And you'll be walking on air
Go try
Go fly
So high
And you'll be walking on air
You feel this
unless you kill this
Go on
And you're forgiven
I knew that
I could feel that
I feel like
I am walking on air

I am walking on air...

2008-10-30T00:21:00.001+08:00

Lyrics to Return The Favor ft Timbaland by Keri Hilson

[Keri Hilson:]
If you find my sexy body you can come and score

[Timbaland:]
Baby, stop shovin' my mind and show me yours

[Keri Hilson:]
You're about to have to come and see my best behavior

[Timbaland:]
And I could return the favor
Yeah, yeah

[Keri Hilson:]
I dunno about you but I'm down and you got the things to turn me up

[Timbaland:]
Turn me up

[Both:]
Thanks to your body, baby

[Keri Hilson:]
I don't feel right but I feel just fine
I just wanna go away with you

[Timbaland:]
So keep it on the low
Nobody knows

[Keri Hilson:]
You better make that promise
Better make it true

[Timbaland:]
Night is on so baby, let's go

[Keri Hilson:]
Felt like a cat, I know
I'm gonna be on my best behavior

[Timbaland:]
I return the favor

[CHORUS: Keri]
Kiss me and I'll touch your body
Gimme all your love
Rub me and I'll love you better
Can you keep up?
I'll take you there and I'll take you here
Whatcha gonna do when I
I'm gonna be on my best behavior

[Timbaland:]
I return the favor

2008-10-28T03:09:00.002+08:00

The Thoughts ,The Illusion,The Hearts Of A One Man

Has Shattered To Pieces

His Wish Was Simple And Nothing More

He Wish To Be Side With God If He Can't Achieved Single Thing In Earth

Besides That 5% Chance To Be Awaken

If Only Love didn't Exist In His Heart

Maybe Live On As A Loner With Believes

He Could then Fly To The Moon and grasp Anything........

Take Note:This Is Not Related But Somehow it Does

2008-10-26T12:40:00.002+08:00

Phew Just Now Mornin From 1am Lepak With Choon And Rafie Siul3.Hahaha Fun After We Play psp Multiplayer Den after That We Suddenly Talk Bout Our Own Life From Good Then To Worst.It Was A reunion and Momento.I wish That We Stay Long But It Was 5am So I Have To Ciau Before My Parents Were Up.

Well I got To Say this That"Life Never A Complete Straight Line"
Tanx Juaz!

Cya!

2008-10-23T22:28:00.002+08:00

Hello Again(Yawn)

Today Damn Day Man...On The Way Hme Suddenly Rain Drop to Rain Pour To Rain Tsunami.My Clothes Woah Whole Wet!!Hp Wet Shirt Wet Jacket Wet Pants Wet Back Pack Wet Whole Wet!!! Hahah But Its Been A Long Time I felt SO Good Drenched Whole Clothing Remind Me Old Times haha

Today At School i was Damn Late From 9am to 230pm i reached There Cause i got Dreams Man.It was Shiok But NOT THAT KIND Folks NOT THAT kind AH! I dreamt about one girl and suddenly she said" i had Your Child"(OMG!!!)Hahahah But cannot say who is that girl She innocent!!!

Haha Well look at the Time and Tomorrow My Class Start At 8am!!!!Mampos!!Hahah C ya take care

2008-10-21T01:28:00.004+08:00

My KFC Ex-CRew Singers

Luffi

Norman

Wan

Azrin

Nadiah

Ain

2008-10-21T01:21:00.005+08:00

My Sentosa Staff Bangers

Iskandar

Nasir

Farhana

Sadikin

Wani

Eda

Dynna

Farris

Azila

Rasyid

Afiq

Fizzah

Guest Star: Junita

2008-10-21T00:53:00.017+08:00

The Day That OverWrite Zealous Raya Baby!

THE LEGENDS

Of The OverWrite Zealous

The Oz Family Unite

The Brother Of All Brothers

The Sister Of All Sisters

The Family Of All Familys

2008-10-20T23:58:00.002+08:00

Changes And Lateness By Aquarius

Yo Its Been a While

Im Actuali Tired Ah,

New Stuff Keeps Coming In(Cobaan)

Like:

Darkness in My Heart

The Girl That I Like N Loved Is Now So Bz That I Cant Bear But To Stop Hoping For It;But I Still Trust U Its Just That u Still Need Time And I respect Your Courage So Go On Be Flying Free You Need It;)Klau Jodoh Jadi Lah Tak Pasal Haha

Friends like Is,Raf,Choon Im Gonna Be Bored Still Playing MHP2G(Yawn)

My Family Such as Dad,Mom,sis,Lil Bro; They gonna know Y man(haha)

New Girls Keep Appearing(Argh!!!);If Only I got A Girl(GF) right now I'll be more happy than Going out diff. girls everyday BUT I loved to Hangout With Aida N Kamaliah They ROckS Man but WoMan!!

My Feelings For Entire Series Up There Keep More Exciting

But Im A Guy Will Think Back and Thought Bout it If I did Choose Right Or Done Any Mistake

FORGIVENESS

Oh Ah!Forgot2 I want To Apologise To My Friends Which I didnt get to c Them Now; K lets Start With

Syazuana;

Hey Girl Hw you've Been?I bEt Your Happy Now In Life Ya,Sorry Bout Bringing This Up But Maybe Its An Old Story But I would Like To Repent What I Did In Primary School(Haha)Well you Know What I Know So Forgive me I still Remember what i did Ya...Cause That Time Im So in Love With You haha Kiddy Love Bwahaha

Zafirah;

Well I don't know where to start cause (i don't know Your Reading This)

Im Sure you Know What Am I gonna Say But Im Sure You gonna Backlash it back Cause I know how you were But Now Life Is About Climax Every time you Wanna Changed Suddenly So Forgive me Even Im Not Forgiven But Im sure Your Chasing Your Dreams Just Don't Run Anymore and Start Everything Afresh Kay;)

Rahayu;

Hi,Hello,Goodbye

Seeing you in the past Your Cute, Seeing u Now,Your A Lil Bit Matured But u still u

Why Can't I smile More Brightly Right Now Cause You Were Once My True Happiness

Even Though Its Was Short and Sweet 2 Years;My Life Is Complete With You Around

But UnExpected Events, It All Come Down To This Kind Of Road But Your Happy No?U well With This?Im Sure If I Put On A Pretender Mask Again Maybe Now Im Not Seeing U anymore

Why Can't I Have U Back Even Though I can Cause I don Want tO Believe In Love N Probably Don't To Hurt You Thats all My Heart Still Empty Rayu

My Love I Find Is Hard To Get,But I Promise U This I Swear I treat Her With Kind And Respect

So Forgive Me Rayu In The !st Place I shouldn't be with You And Maybe You Already In Long Relationship With Sidik Right Now N I'm With Zaf Too

Well Thats All But Theres More I WANNA SLEEP NOW!!!

2008-10-01T23:19:00.009+08:00

On The Day Of Hari Raya

My Lil Bro

The Cuzzin Besides My Dad Side

My Grands

Optional(Funny)

My Sis

Last But Not Least My Mom N Dad

2008-09-29T03:10:00.002+08:00

Ok Lets Get Down To Business....

Lets see I Got 5 Best Friends Now(Aida,Choon,Iskandar,Khairi n Rafie)

Things Foremost I wanna Say That Im Sorry If I did Bad Things Or Good Things To You all...I know Im Not That Great Companion To u All...But I Felt More Fun When U guys are There For Me...probably Now u all Got No time To Meet me(especially Aida,choon, n khairi)....I know Im Being Selfish But U guys didnt See It That Way Cause In the End U guys Thinks That Im joking....But Im Not....Its Jus That I lost Myself...Lost The Original Zaidi That Is Suppose To Be Quiet,Confidence n A Laugh Out Loud kind Of Person....I dont Know What Im Doing Either...Was i or Am i Suppose To Chase My Dreams...I give All My Thought Of Giving Up In The End...Always support Than Rather To Gain Or Fight Back...I Just Need Solitary Confinement Like Go Outside World,Staying In Ns For 2 Years so That Just To make Sure U Guys Won't See Me Anymore Hoping That U guys Wont Remember Me...Hahah Kind Of Funny n sad Typing This...Cause I Lost my Pillar Of Strengh....Now I Just Need To Pray Alot So That Lord Will Find me The Way....I Hope he Find Someone that on Par with my Feelings Now..Kind Of Sad Actually...Losing n Winning....

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2008-09-29T03:03:00.002+08:00

Today What A Day....
Getting Tired Easily Cleaning up the House After that go Geylang.....
Too Much Emotional stress hahah i guess....Reach Home Bout 12 Midnight
Then Check anime episodes...Damn I gonna Cry Cause Its last Episode Of Code Geass R2....I won Tell u Y...Here The Link(http://animethunder.com/code-geass-r2-episode-25/)....

Nites

2008-09-28T00:06:00.002+08:00

Dear People
Hear What i want to say,U know that today Got F1 Race Right!Well Im not Totally Involve In That But Somethings That Make Me Involve Is My Dad...Yeah Dudes N Babes...Im interwine In It SomeHow...Cuz My Dad Ask Me For Permission On Lendind My Hp So That He Can Snap Some Pictures But! I Didnt Think Twice....And I have To Say To Rya: Im so Very The sorry Didnt Reply Or Sms You...Cuz My Hp Is The One That I have Ur No. Damn!!Im Totally Worried Now...Rya if u Reading This Blog Plz Msg Me Now....Hahhaha Sigh...

2008-09-26T01:53:00.004+08:00

Hey People Today Is My Last Day Of Work If U Got Something To Tell Me Jus Sms Away....
Cheers Guys....Won Be Back Until 2nd Week Of Hari Raya

Got No New Philosophy To Tell But.....
"Even The Hardest Person Thinks, It Still Won't Get The Answer...
Well Just chill Out! aNd U Know it Soon when U Regret It..."

2008-09-26T01:25:00.002+08:00

About The Truth
That Night We Talk Through It Was A Momento For Me(24th)

I Dont Know If I'm Really Honest To "U" But I Just Couldn't Get The Feelings Straight Out..
I Really Love u But Only Come To Realise I Just Dont Wan U To Feel Hurt n To Put U In More Complicated State..
But Is It Ok That I Stay This Way, By Wearing A Mask To Pretend That Im Ok As A
P_ _T_ _D_ _ While U In The State That I Dont Want U To Be In(Crying Alone n Suffer N Masked It Out Lyk Nobody Knew, Even I)
What Conclusion Have I Been Pacifist For..That In Fact I Couldnt Believe That We Really Broke Up In Just One week
Damn...I dont Know if its My weakness of Seclusion or Your Weakness Of Influence...
I Really Banged it Against The Walls Of Doubts....But U Make Your Choice & I Can Only Support That Choice Of Yours...Cause Ive am your Shadow That Protect U From Night...
Normally I Wont say This Again But I Only.........
If Only........
And Only....

2008-09-23T23:04:00.002+08:00

Today is Like a White Day For Me
I know Today Is Not For Me But its For Her n The Rest
I Only Can Support From Behind As If Doing Nothing But Being Sentiment Alone

I can Lie To Myself That Theres No One But Yourself to Count For....

2008-09-22T14:18:00.002+08:00

Dear People,
When i called Rayu,Suddenly My hand fingertips Stoke my Eyeball and it is excruciating pain n its so unbearable.....Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

2008-09-12T21:26:00.000+08:00

2008-09-12T21:20:00.001+08:00

Y do u Both Fight That complicates peoples Hearts...
U got No other Better Tings To do Huh...
When u both say "i love u" to each other...was it for real...
Or for Fun.....

Rafie's Birthday & Fun

2008-09-02T07:24:00.007+08:00

I had My Own Fun Too! Bwahahah(Me & Her)

Man I love This Pic

The Surprise Cake!!

Hentam!!!Sajalah!

Iskandar,Khairi,Zaidi & Birthday Boy,Rafie

Ended Up The Cake Didnt Finish at all....Cuz Too Big Bwahahaha

Nxt Up Iskandar Birthday Coming Soon..........................

2008-08-27T22:25:00.004+08:00

Phew today What a Day
As Usual wake up late!!! N Reach School Around 2.30 Jus To do Test But i still got an attendance mark for My MMA & After That I got Test CPS at 3...Daaaamn! Study!!!? Nah JUs Depend on luck Again....N today Total Calls from Friends is 2(Aida n Rose) n Jus so to inform me that todayyyyyy Teeeest!!! Okokok i get it though Back i went to sleep back WTF!!!

And then my test Ends Around 1610,
From that Onwards i spring forwrd from my school ITE Tampines to the busstop..jus to get a few Bites from the Stalls Oh Boy That Time i Am very Hungry!!Dian msg me Well thats a secret until Iskandar Birthday.....Thats to surprise him i supposed so....

After i had my Bites i took the Mrt tamp to Dover to Meet up with Rayu...Oh bOy i need to wait for 48min to reach Dover...But i was Bz Hunting So that realy made the the Time Fast (Hunting 2 of the Elder Dragons each of them cost me 25min to be killed Bwahahaha)

When i reach there still there is no Sight of Her So i preety much Guess I WAS THE 1ST To Reach Woohoooooo!! Siaw ah Zack!}A few minutes later she came with her friends(Joyce n Lyana I tink)Well watever Boy that Rayu Make a few faces That make me laughed at...Cux Lina Was on the line(calling)...My Ex classmate a wonderor i should called her that(Lina)...Well if we saw her...1st thought was that was for us(me,rayu,rafie,ruzi,iskandar,kairifarhanah) was to RUN!!! Hahahaha But i really pity Lina but what to do we can't changed the thought animore cux that what she show us.....Tawakkal Sudah Zack...

Rayu n i,Go jalan2 man at Bpp,We meet up some Old friends Along The way(Farah,Ain n Iqbal) then We walk To Jelapang Near GreenRidge n we gather2 some coins together to buy 2 hotdog waffles n 4 sticks of ice cubes.That was Like a Legend that me n Rayu did(Laugh)....Well Im cherishing everything that she had done so far n im not going to regret...Till Death Do Us Apart...Maybe!!Well GNite Im Signin Off n Fights Goes On

Intro

2008-08-24T01:28:00.000+08:00

Today , at the date , 24 of August ,

I finally have my own blogspot .

So congrates to me ,

& it was a busy day .

So , i need to sleep .

Good~Night