29 September 2008
Ok Lets Get Down To Business....
Lets see I Got 5 Best Friends Now(Aida,Choon,Iskandar,Khairi n Rafie)
Things Foremost I wanna Say That Im Sorry If I did Bad Things Or Good Things To You all...I know Im Not That Great Companion To u All...But I Felt More Fun When U guys are There For Me...probably Now u all Got No time To Meet me(especially Aida,choon, n khairi)....I know Im Being Selfish But U guys didnt See It That Way Cause In the End U guys Thinks That Im joking....But Im Not....Its Jus That I lost Myself...Lost The Original Zaidi That Is Suppose To Be Quiet,Confidence n A Laugh Out Loud kind Of Person....I dont Know What Im Doing Either...Was i or Am i Suppose To Chase My Dreams...I give All My Thought Of Giving Up In The End...Always support Than Rather To Gain Or Fight Back...I Just Need Solitary Confinement Like Go Outside World,Staying In Ns For 2 Years so That Just To make Sure U Guys Won't See Me Anymore Hoping That U guys Wont Remember Me...Hahah Kind Of Funny n sad Typing This...Cause I Lost my Pillar Of Strengh....Now I Just Need To Pray Alot So That Lord Will Find me The Way....I Hope he Find Someone that on Par with my Feelings Now..Kind Of Sad Actually...Losing n Winning....
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Fight on 3:10 AM
