29 September 2008
Ok Lets Get Down To Business....
Lets see I Got 5 Best Friends Now(Aida,Choon,Iskandar,Khairi n Rafie)
Things Foremost I wanna Say That Im Sorry If I did Bad Things Or Good Things To You all...I know Im Not That Great Companion To u All...But I Felt More Fun When U guys are There For Me...probably Now u all Got No time To Meet me(especially Aida,choon, n khairi)....I know Im Being Selfish But U guys didnt See It That Way Cause In the End U guys Thinks That Im joking....But Im Not....Its Jus That I lost Myself...Lost The Original Zaidi That Is Suppose To Be Quiet,Confidence n A Laugh Out Loud kind Of Person....I dont Know What Im Doing Either...Was i or Am i Suppose To Chase My Dreams...I give All My Thought Of Giving Up In The End...Always support Than Rather To Gain Or Fight Back...I Just Need Solitary Confinement Like Go Outside World,Staying In Ns For 2 Years so That Just To make Sure U Guys Won't See Me Anymore Hoping That U guys Wont Remember Me...Hahah Kind Of Funny n sad Typing This...Cause I Lost my Pillar Of Strengh....Now I Just Need To Pray Alot So That Lord Will Find me The Way....I Hope he Find Someone that on Par with my Feelings Now..Kind Of Sad Actually...Losing n Winning....
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Fight on 3:10 AM
Today What A Day....
Getting Tired Easily Cleaning up the House After that go Geylang.....
Too Much Emotional stress hahah i guess....Reach Home Bout 12 Midnight
Then Check anime episodes...Damn I gonna Cry Cause Its last Episode Of Code Geass R2....I won Tell u Y...Here The Link(http://animethunder.com/code-geass-r2-episode-25/)....
Nites
Fight on 3:03 AM
28 September 2008
Dear People
Hear What i want to say,U know that today Got F1 Race Right!Well Im not Totally Involve In That But Somethings That Make Me Involve Is My Dad...Yeah Dudes N Babes...Im interwine In It SomeHow...Cuz My Dad Ask Me For Permission On Lendind My Hp So That He Can Snap Some Pictures But! I Didnt Think Twice....And I have To Say To Rya: Im so Very The sorry Didnt Reply Or Sms You...Cuz My Hp Is The One That I have Ur No. Damn!!Im Totally Worried Now...Rya if u Reading This Blog Plz Msg Me Now....Hahhaha Sigh...
Fight on 12:06 AM
26 September 2008
Hey People Today Is My Last Day Of Work If U Got Something To Tell Me Jus Sms Away....
Cheers Guys....Won Be Back Until 2nd Week Of Hari Raya
Got No New Philosophy To Tell But.....
"
Even The Hardest Person Thinks, It Still Won't Get The Answer...Well Just chill Out! aNd U Know it Soon when U Regret It..."
Fight on 1:53 AM
About The TruthThat Night We Talk Through It Was A Momento For Me(24th)I Dont Know If I'm Really Honest To "U" But I Just Couldn't Get The Feelings Straight Out..
I Really Love u But
Only Come To Realise I Just Dont Wan U To Feel Hurt n To Put U In More Complicated State..
But Is It
Ok That I Stay This Way, By Wearing A
Mask To Pretend That Im Ok As A
P_ _T_ _D_ _ While U In The State That I Dont Want U To Be In(Crying Alone n Suffer N
Masked It Out Lyk Nobody Knew, Even I)
What Conclusion Have I Been
Pacifist For..That In Fact I Couldnt Believe That We Really Broke Up In Just One week
Damn...I dont Know if its My weakness of
Seclusion or Your Weakness Of
Influence...
I Really Banged it Against The Walls Of Doubts....But U Make Your Choice & I Can Only Support That
Choice Of Yours...Cause Ive am your Shadow That Protect U From Night...
Normally I Wont say This Again But I Only.........
If Only........
And Only....
Fight on 1:25 AM
23 September 2008
Today is Like a White Day For Me
I know Today Is Not For Me But its For Her n The Rest
I Only Can Support From Behind As If Doing Nothing But Being Sentiment Alone
I can Lie To Myself That Theres No One But Yourself to Count For....
Fight on 11:04 PM
22 September 2008
Dear People,
When i called Rayu,Suddenly My hand fingertips Stoke my Eyeball and it is excruciating pain n its so unbearable.....Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
Fight on 2:18 PM
12 September 2008
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Fight on 9:26 PM
Y do u Both Fight That complicates peoples Hearts...
U got No other Better Tings To do Huh...
When u both say "i love u" to each other...was it for real...
Or for Fun.....
Fight on 9:20 PM
02 September 2008
I had My Own Fun Too! Bwahahah(Me & Her)
Man I love This Pic
The Surprise Cake!!
Hentam!!!Sajalah!
Iskandar,Khairi,Zaidi & Birthday Boy,Rafie
Ended Up The Cake Didnt Finish at all....Cuz Too Big Bwahahaha
Nxt Up Iskandar Birthday Coming Soon..........................
Fight on 7:24 AM
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I had My Own Fun Too! Bwahahah(Me & Her)
Man I love This Pic
The Surprise Cake!!
Hentam!!!Sajalah!
Iskandar,Khairi,Zaidi & Birthday Boy,Rafie
